It feels like years since I last wrote on this but actually its only been days. I really do see a big chance that me and Ricardo will get back together. He keep saying that he's missing me but need time to sort himself out. I don't think any thing could wipe this smile of my face right now. I know there's probz some people thinking " What! Don't go back out with him he cheated on you!" but guess what, I don't care. Like I said we both hurt each other but thats in the past and I'm hopeing we still have a future. O.k I can live without Ricardo, but I don't want to. Because a life without him would be an unhappy one.