After talking to Ricardo for and hour and a half, but it felt more like a year on that phone. I now understand everything he couldn't deal with the temtation of not sleeping with me so he gave in with someone else. He said he bearly knew what was going on because he was stoned and drunk but even so if he really did love me, even if he was possessed he wouldn't of done it. At the end of the day we both got hurt and were started a new but as just mates . (Not best buds or any thing.)
Oh my gosh I just realised something...... I'm single again yayyy. Come on you lads. Not really. I don't think I'm guna have a relationship for a while, oh well I'm still pretty lol.