RICARDO DUMPED ME!!!!!!
O.k maybe I should back up a bit. I dressed up as best as a could I did all my make up and stighten my hair and once I actually felt pretty. At this point I just wanted to look good for him and try to sort everything out. The whole time while we were at sean and sarahs he just inored me I keep trying to talk to him but he just keep avoiding me. Later on he said he would walk me home and that he needed to talk to me. He said That he doesnt think its working out. I said so what are you saying. He said I think you know. I felt like a whole ocean was about to come puoring out my eyes saddness flooded every part of my body he tried to hold my hands I just screamed GET THE F*** of me and ran like the devil him self was chasing me. I soon fall to the fall and brust into more floods of tears my friend Leann had caught up with me by this point and kept saying that it was his loss.But it wasn't his loss. He could have any girl he wanted I was lucky to have him. After I calmed by a small sand grain of an amount I asked him if I could talk to him. He said he couldn't stand getting hurt by me any more I couldn't believe what I was hearing I was hopeing it was a nightmare.But I wasn't asleep. I just kept thinking of all the time we spent togeter all the "good morning"s and the "I love you"s.
I feel alot better now I guess I'm like a thunder storm it may seem really bad at one point but its got to carm down sometime.
Before Ricardo I just went from lad to lad a load of one night stands I got known as a slag, a slut I don't want to be like that again.
Maybe some people arn't ment to be loved. People like me.